a hard time.
this week is really a hard time for all of us.
lets see some updates first.
saturday went to watch Ghosts of Girlfriends Past with baby at JP. walked around and went for dinner. time flies everytime we're together. one blink and its night time. sunday afternoon was my cousin's baby full month celebration. went over for lunch and went to watch Transformers at woodlands.
the hit comes. after the movie at about 850pm, received a msg from my sis. called her back and she said my aunt just passed away. my uncle's wife. in english, its still aunt but is my 舅妈. she is the closest aunt to me, and it was a big blow. she is only 48 yrs old, well and fit everytime. in the morning, she was still talking around with her daughters. on sat, she still went to a wedding dinner with my uncle. she fainted and thts it. she is only 48 and yet a grandmother of two already, the third one coming up in two months. she is like already having such a good life. alwaz outspoken and friendly, whenever she talkes to me, she likes to hold on to my arm. and now, she's gone. my cousins denied an autopsy, and thus written as cardiac arrest. ytd was the first night of the wake, all her 4 children and 2 grandsons are all feeling the pain, just like how all of us were. these 2 nights we will also be there. i guess this is the last thing we can ever do for her. i went in to look at her ytd night. as beautiful as alwaz. but i still cant believe my eyes, tht now she's gone. her face will alwaz remain in my mind, her smile her voice. i think thts what i can do for her, to remember her. this is the first time, ever since i was sensible enough to feel pain, when someone close to me passed away. the first one i guess was my maternal grandfather, but i was still young to feel the pain. now i do.
i hope everyone's in the family is fine, and will live their life to the fullest for their mother.
Rest in Peace. 我会记得你。
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