Welcome to my world of love

`Jasmine Tan
`she is twenty one
`AUGUST 23rd
`VIRGO
`she is in NTU majoring in physics
`she used to be from BMSS & Ngee Ann poly(BME)
`she have a mummy, daddy, a sister & a love.
`she lives in teck whye
`she is happy with what she have
`friends & family are her love of her life
`she wants to laugh her lungs out everytime for that someone who loves her smile
`she is struggling with life in NTU
`she hates bitches and hypocrites
`she loves undefined perfection
`she loves shopping
`she wants to be happy forever

`LIFE
`LOVE
`GOOD GRADES
`FAMILY
`FRIENDS
`SHOPPING
`WU ZUN
`ZAC EFRON
`LEE JUN KI
`OGURI SHUN
`JOHNNY DEPP
`KOREA
`PARIS
`FLORIDA
`A CAR
`DREAM HOUSE
(thinking in progress..)

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supposed to go for a dip BUT my da yi ma visited me today.haha. so the plan was ruined. went town to watch handsome suit instead.hahas. WARNING: spoiler content.
the show was nice. although he became handsome, real handsome, but so what? he got a very great happiness now tht he's handsome, but he realized he lost many many small little happiness, which he thought was shit in the past. lost the girl he truly loved.he never knew what happiness he enjoyed when he was ugly. he was ugly, but so what, he's nice, kind and i don think he's really tht ugly anyway.hahas.furthermore, he's super cute and humorous.haha. in the end, he realized he needs his small little happiness, so he went back to his "ugliness" and in the end, being the 猪朗(his name), still managed to win himself a beautiful young woman.

had lunch in manhatten with dear. YUMMY~ bought myself a pair of sandals. hees. today was enjoyable, well, everyday is, as long as i'm with him. though we might have small little arguments, i believe its going to be fine. i know sometimes, he doesn want to tell me some things, i am upset over it. because its like he doesn trust me to tell me everything in his life=( i don know why he don want to tell me stuffs about his life, though he denied, he said he didn want me to worry about him. but i guess, there's nothing i can do. i don know if it will induce a gap between us. i also don know when i will lose control and say, forget it. but i don want it to happen. i just want to be part of his life, but sometimes i feel i'm not. but well, i really cant do much. i've tried hard to make him step inside my life, and now he does, i tell him every single thing, but yet, i don get it in return. i still don understand, but its 0k.



*a broken heart cant be fixed*

ALrights. finally. exams are over.YEAHS! FREEDOM~ feels so wonderful. its been a while since i updated by blog. so lets see.... i was home on monday, tue, wed, suppose to be studying la. but i don know if i did. well. i forgot.haha. thurs i went to town~ oops. to get something actually la. den fri was lucas 1st bdae celebration. so i met dear early to buy some stuffs and head down. some photos that day~

what a beautiful cake~

ytd was out with baby to town. for movie and lunch cum dinner lo.haha. went to seoul garden ma. at about 5 pm. so its like lunch cum dinner, had dinner till about 7 pm. den went to watch 17 again at 720pm. nice show leh. very cools. zac efron is like so shuai can. super shuai and cool leh.cannot tahan. see him will go breathless and have jelly legs.hahas. cannot tahan. haha. ytd was quite happy out with dear. but we didn went out late cus i need to be home studying. haha. didn really study anything yet la.so so so dead.like as if my papers are over. but really like as if~ later i am also going out with daddy they all. so i need to go study liao. at least a bit~

woo hoo!!! 2 papers down! 2 more to go... today finish paper, very shiok leh. cus still can do, better than expected.haha. tonight i decided to rest, and play facebook.haha.pray that i can do better everytime. 顺顺利利.

i bought a camera today! yeahs.sony cybershot. so that i can capture more memories~ shujun bought a new desktop.haha. congrats to her lo. so hao ming. i also want~ today i bought something for baby. but need some preparation de. so tonight i will spend some time doing it. and thinking how to do it. HAHA. loves.

on the 13th, one day before my first paper, baby came down suddenly to my home. haha. he bought me a dolphin keychain. it comes in a pair. so he has one too. nice. he said that is my lucky charm and i were to bring it to school for exams. and in fact, i think it helped.haha. he also wrote me a note wishing me luck for the papers. thanks dear. i am happy. he alwaz have surprises for me.

on the 10th, went to alice's bdae party. just went for a very very short while. bought her a cute cute card. something about growing taller.haha.oops.

i need to go talk to my dear dear liao. before i prepare for next 2 papers. muacks.

tmr is my first paper.ARGHS. i havent been concentrating very much and losing all the motivation to carry on studying. hais. so here i am, relaxing lo~

14 April - Optics and Waves
16 April - Calculus
22 April - HR manangement
27 April - Fields and Oscillations

although this sem only 4 papers, but i don know why, either it is difficult or am i just losing the concentration. the thought of not continuing with school keep running thru my mind. but there's still a side of me which is 理智的. and i need to consider many factors before i make such a decision. i've never regretted anything in my life before, or have i ever give up on anything. either i do my best or i don do it at all. this is what i have alwaz been hanging on to. but ever since i went into NTU, its hard keeping to this principle. and if i ever break this, its gonna leave a scar in my life=( so better heck that idea for now, and continue with what i'm supposed to do~!

all my friends having exams, JIA YOU!加油，不要放弃！

just came back from marina. went to town with baby to watch shinjuku incident. hmmm. nice plot but lesser actions than i expected.haha. there's a climax to the story but really a lot less actions as compared to all jackie's chan movies.haha. went to just acia for lunch. quite nice and affordable leh. hmm.got free flow of drinks and ice cream and the food is pretty good.
after movie went to marina walk walk. den had dinner with baby and one of his friends=) saw lucas and jo and my aunt they all. walked around.bought two t shirts. love it.
though today was a simple day out with baby, i realized something is different today. i went out with a different feeling today. and i was happy. i was out with a very light feeling and feeling all relaxed. i guess after so many dates out, today was the best and relaxing one.haha. and i hope this continues forever~ thanks baby=) actually i'm trying to find words to express my moods today, but i cant find any. so i'm leaving it at this. i guess, my friends will understand how i feel! HAHA.

exams are really near~ haha. but i have a confession. i'm going for a movie today.haha. cus i cant put my mind at ease if i don watch shinjuku incident!HAHA.so i decided to watch it today. but i did a lot of chiong-ing these past days. so i can afford a rest ba!HAHA. i am left with a few stuffs. so i guess i can complete.hees.hope so thou.

first paper on the fourteenth-optics and waves.
second paper on the sixteenth-calculus.

ARGHS!

alright. havent been home. was at jun house. i was studying overnight there. so i stayed at her house lo. need to really work hard la. exams in 11 days. i think. haha. i already forgot whats the date today liao.first paper on the 14th. sians. i still have quite a lot to do.......

so i have been veyr busy till i havent got a chance to meet evans. haha. sory dear. have been very very very very mang, so also don have a chance to talk to u on the phone too...take care of urself then=)

All the best to me for my exams.

this post is filled with photos from everywhere.haha
now the first few were taken when we went back to ngee ann to study.well, look at the crazy girls here~