supposed to go for a dip BUT my da yi ma visited me today.haha. so the plan was ruined. went town to watch handsome suit instead.hahas. WARNING: spoiler content.
the show was nice. although he became handsome, real handsome, but so what? he got a very great happiness now tht he's handsome, but he realized he lost many many small little happiness, which he thought was shit in the past. lost the girl he truly loved.he never knew what happiness he enjoyed when he was ugly. he was ugly, but so what, he's nice, kind and i don think he's really tht ugly anyway.hahas.furthermore, he's super cute and humorous.haha. in the end, he realized he needs his small little happiness, so he went back to his "ugliness" and in the end, being the 猪朗(his name), still managed to win himself a beautiful young woman.
had lunch in manhatten with dear. YUMMY~ bought myself a pair of sandals. hees. today was enjoyable, well, everyday is, as long as i'm with him. though we might have small little arguments, i believe its going to be fine. i know sometimes, he doesn want to tell me some things, i am upset over it. because its like he doesn trust me to tell me everything in his life=( i don know why he don want to tell me stuffs about his life, though he denied, he said he didn want me to worry about him. but i guess, there's nothing i can do. i don know if it will induce a gap between us. i also don know when i will lose control and say, forget it. but i don want it to happen. i just want to be part of his life, but sometimes i feel i'm not. but well, i really cant do much. i've tried hard to make him step inside my life, and now he does, i tell him every single thing, but yet, i don get it in return. i still don understand, but its 0k.
*a broken heart cant be fixed*
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