depression~

okays. the photo i took with yewming on social night~ look at our ming ming!=)
so i stopped at my previous post saying i will be out with baby on saturday. so we went PS for a movie-Hotel For Dogs. nice show. cute and touching. too many dogs. super cute and cools.
went to bugis for dinner. and we saw a super super big rainbow.haha. he said rainbow represents hope.well, i have been hoping. too many hopes. too many of them that i might not be able to count. some things are better left unsaid. and better left unexplained. these 2 days have been hard, and its going to be a lot harder this coming month. school and rlsn. i think i really have some problems coping with the both of them. but anyway, forget it.haha. well, it really has been tough, and its going to get tougher. i am starting to get all paranoid about things around me, getting all stressed at all times. i tend to get very irritated recently. irritated about everything, and i don understand why. FREAK. getting all impatient with things around me. and keep having to listen to the same things, and stupid things. i also don understand and i don know how much my patience is going to last. there's always a limit to my tolerance. and i don know when i'm going to break down. ****

i really cant hope much, so as not to disappoint myself further.