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Friday, October 31, 2008Y

HAPPY halloween~

WISH EVERYONE A HAPPY HALLOWEEN~! trick or treat?! of cus treat la.don trick me, but just treat me jiu hao~

i am so tired today.hahas. but i did study my biz law wor.!

see my wonderful piece of note.hahas. so satisfied about it but hor, one piece cant help much la. so i am still doing.hahas. my books and notes are all in front of me on my table, but i cant help but to share this wonderful note with you~ hahas. SIAO!

biz law sucks a bit more than a little.
physics sucks.
calculus sucks a little.
programming sucks at times.
chemistry don suck tht much YET.

this is the plan i drew up for exams. i will try my best to keep it up~ and i am in hall la. for the weekends, i guess i will be in hall until i finish exams~ WISH ME LUCK!

countdown: 13 days

8:35 PM

Thursday, October 30, 2008Y

confused~

ytd went to Ichiban for dinner with pat and jun. FULL daoooo~ i came back really feel like vomitting. hahas. but in order to have good food, u must give something in return first. well, we waited for like more than 30 mins for a table. so many ppl there like as if no need money like tht.hahas. we eat a lot sia. hahas. these few days eat very heavy meals lo. SINFUL~ oops* don know why recently, keep eating keep eating keep eating. don know is it the stress starts coming liao. den bu zhi bu jue jiu keep eating. hahas.

today after lesson study with jun. pat sick la, so she went home. but we didn do much today. now i am supposed to be doing, but i don know how to do!!! PHYSICS MAKES JASMINE CONFUSED! i don seem to understand anything. just now, dinner-ing with caili, weibin, john, steph and eunice at canteen 9. eat a lot again.hahas. and i just finished a bag of calbee chips! hahas. SO SINFUL AGAIN~

dead la. my study plan says today is physics. so i must complete my physics today!!! JASMINE JIA YOU! EVERYONE, JIA YOU WOR!=)

*if u wanna ignore me, i can do nothing about it*

11:00 PM

Tuesday, October 28, 2008Y

10 yrs later~

me jun and pat came up with something stupid today. hahas.like usual, we saw many mini coopers around in school. and everyone of them is shujun's car, but she don have the keys with her. HAHA. so she said 8 yrs down the road, she will be able to drive a cooper. 4 yrs to study, 4 yrs to save for cooper. well, it isnt a picanto after all. hahas. so we decided to meet 10 yrs later in school for HOTBAKE and SAMOSA! hahas. btw, hotbake is a vending machine for sandwiches. we have been taking them like very often. hahas. esp days with business lectures or tutorials. samosa in canteen B is damn nice can!!! esp me and jun, take it everyday.hahas=) so ten yrs down the road, jun will drive a cooper and me, (i don know what car to drive yet) , and also pat will meet in school for hotbake and samosa.PROMISE~ hahas.

jun say must everyday pray for her to get the car in 8 yrs time. well, i think better pray tht we get over these 4 yrs peacefully and successfully, so tht maybe she don need to wait for 8 yrs, maybe 6 yrs can liao~ hahas

so, EVERYONE, please pray that we will go thru these 4 yrs 顺顺利利, so tht we will all be HAPPY! hahas=)

i was making a plan to study for the exams and i realized there's a lot to study and i cant complete them!!!

DEAD~

countdown: 16 days (10 more mins to 15 days)

11:51 PM

Monday, October 27, 2008Y

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BELOVED CHILIN, YETWEI, BENJAMIN!!!

today is the special day for the three of them. stay healthy, happy forever wor! hope we don lose contact~ hahas=)

the photos for the special day are here!!!

zibin, ben with his present, weizhi and milton~

yetwei me chilin

ben & his present

yet wei and her present. well, i loved the jacket la~ damn tempted!

chilin and her present! tht is a damn expensive hair tie.hahas

yetwei, open ur eyes!!

jasmine and her pasta~

EARTHQUAKE~

we had dinner without yewming and weizhi!! HAHAHA

milton ben zibin

paisae hor~ i nvr flipped the photos. lazy ar!

countdown:17 days! this countdown makes me stop blogging and want to study la~hahas=)

6:25 PM

Sunday, October 26, 2008Y

finally~

i finally meet up with them liao~ i mean my poly frens lo.hahas.though nt a lot of them, but i am still glad i seen some of them. little little ppl there : jasmine yetwei yewming milton chilin zibin weizhi benjamin. actually i was expecting more of them la, but they have gt something on lo.so bi bian~ met up with yetwei to get presents first. den meet up with the rest in the evening. went swensens for dinner. i had chilli fish pasta~i still prefer black pepper seafood pasta.hahas. we had giant earthquake too~think we too full, so the ice cream was the birthday cake for the three of them!(ben yetwei lin) they are the 3 whose bdae fall on the same day lo, which is 27 oct. also a chance for us to gather. after tht was like practically nua-ing~ cus the damn e2max, cannot reserve rooms. so have to wait till like 12+ am before we get a room. so we chat chat chat~ den 12+ went e2max for movie. they chose national treasure 2. although still quite fresh in my mind, i still enjoyed it very very much. hahas=) guess sometimes its just the company ba! can be myself when i'm with them..simply myself! HAHAHA. nt tht with others, cannot be myself la, but jiu the feeling is different ba.hahas.but i am always myself~haha. played dao like 3 den took night rider home. reached home about 4am. still feeling fresh la!sians. i tot i should be tired. so i came online and tried doing some physics. actually was quite happy cus i managed to do some leh! haha=) satisfied.

anyway, i will upload the photos asap. today was like studying day. but obviously i didn have much time la. cus i slept like about 6 am. woke up only at 1 pm. when i looked at the clock later, its alr like 5.30 pm.so nt productive~ time flies just like tht. went for dinner with daddy,ah ma and ah gong.came home watched high school musical 2 on tv. den do physics again.but up till now, i only did like 4 qns.hahas. CUI~ need to work so much harder. i think i am so dead!

countdown : 18 days

其实我很怕!!

P.S:我现在很乱,不知道该怎么办,我还是没有勇气听你的电话.给我一点时间吧,一切发生得太快. 我不懂怎么应付.等我电话吧. i know you will read this=)

11:13 PM

Saturday, October 25, 2008Y

high school musical~

it was another "high" day in school~hahas. same usual reasons which i have run out of words to describe=p met a few frens for movie and nua around la~ watched high school musical leh~ hahas=) damn cool, esp my "troy"!damn shuai can! hahas.

one secret: i FELL DOWN again!hahas=) i think i go back to the falling down days leh. remember the time when i fell down twice in a week~ CUI! hope it doesn leave scars!! hahas.

i think i cannt waste my weekend away this time. my whole sat is gone liao la~ cus i finally meeting up with yetwei,chilin,milton,ym they all! hahas=) for them, i guess its okays. so saturday - OUT. sunday-TRY TO STUDY DAY! hahas.

countdown: 19 days!!!

*i thought i was fine, but i nvr tot this would happen*

2:15 AM

Thursday, October 23, 2008Y

MACHI & woodpecker~

ytd i study daoo sleep leh~nvr off com, nvr off light, nvr pack.pens and papers everywhere on the desk, because my beloved chunhui is not around~hahas.i sleep also nobody tell me!HAHAHA. lucky before tht i set alarm liao, if not i going to be late for school again! i think i over exhausted la, finally can sleep hao hao liao~ sleep daooo so shuang!

today my qing ai de shujun is so high~ laughing laughing laughing. but i think the main point for her high-ness is THE WOODPECKER!!!

we studying in "nicholas metropolis"(pat BF) room, when suddenly. . .

something hit the window~ we still thought who will be able to reach the window sia~ yuan lai its a woodpecker leh!! BEAUTIFUL! so, a woodpecker is that colourful~ got two anyway, manage to take one photo - by SHUJUN~ we were like so high and amazed by it! NTU too near bird park la~ all thebirds start escaping from bird park and tot NTU is their home. we look like a forest~hahas=p the woodpecker a bit funny lo, go "TOK" the window leh~ hahas. we open the window, hoping it will fly in, yet when it flew near, we four scream like nuts!hahas.

everyday is a nice day~wonderful day~ everyday also got interesting things happen around me! SO GLAD that i am in this world. hopefully these happy days last forever~ i don expect much now, i just want to live my everydays happily and for this four yrs, can sail smoothly in NTU! WISH ME LUCK~

倒数：21 more days. 40 mins to 20 days~

11:04 PM

stressed?

CUI LA~ i am supposed to be preparing for exams la!!but i am not at all panicking leh!! WAH LAO EH~ DEAD. i am like 21 days away, and i haven start for anything~

went for physics clinic just now~learnt some relativity stuffs. what kuku qns they have. yuan lai take escalator to the second floor need to take 11 hrs de leh!!!hahas=) maybe u wont understand la, cus it took quite a while to process too. when they dealt with rolling motion, it was worse la~don understand a thing.hahas.i think i ned ICU, clinic is not good enough! i am not getting enough "care and attention" in the clinic. CAN PROF CHEW OPEN AN ICU,PLEASE? i am your fan in facebook leh~hahas(in case u don know, check it out. one of my classmates opened a prof chew fan club in facebook)HAHAHA. oh ya, shujun said a damn kuku thing today, made me and pat laugh like nuts. like i mentioned about the escalator thingy, it was a girl named mary traveling on the escalator. and it took her 11 hrs travelling up and down from the 1st to 2nd floor back to 1st. den jun said: "Mary should go back to rear her lambs~" WAH SEH! if i stay any longer with them, soon i will become tht lame~ influenced by them. but hor, still very fun leh~if don have the 2 of them, i seriously don know how to complete my uni life. of course, my other frens play a part la~ they complete my life. what a funy relationship among friends. how can anyone live without friends? hahas.i also don know.

talking about friends, i think i shud apologize to alvin and wenzhong. i havent been meeting up with them since like 3 weeks ago. and they seemed pissed about it. everytime ask me also not free. like i come uni become kena jailed~ so SADDD! i will try to meet up soon. PROMISE~when i finish my papers on 24th NOV!HAHAHA.

i need to be studying programming now.cui~

*NTU != (not equal in C++) JAIL*

12:14 AM

Tuesday, October 21, 2008Y

simultaneity~

we just learnt simultaneity in relativity~ where two things happen at the same time according to the same observer. and i am the best person to explain this logic!!HAHAHA. why? because i have 2 friends who does things simultaneously to me!! that 2 kuku friends are YAP SHU JUN & PATRICIA POH!! don know is coincidence or what hor, i almost everytime sit in between them, den they so like to talk at the same time, and the sound waves hit my ears simultaneously!! HAHA~ cannot tahan them leh~everything they say also simultaneous de lo~and i the one "suffering". but i like it~the way they put it across is like so funny la~they made my day! THANKS=)

last week i damn paisae by their simultaneity. both of them were like "huh-ing" at the window so LOUDLY~ because it rained~and i kena scared dao la!! my reaction damn big~ den they laugh like nuts!! PAISAE LAHS! =( pat still say its joke of the week. classic la~

cannot make it la~the both of them too funny la~ i stick with them everyday hor,soon will become nuts also leh~ STUDUT(shujun) + KUKU(patricia) = STUDUT KUKU(jasmine)

this week is intensive tuition-ing! today tuition, tml tution~ i am so cui and tired. i hope to feel stressed now leh~ i only have 22 more days and i have not started~ SO DEAD & CUI~

*what are friends for? LAUGHTER!

11:51 PM

happiness~

finally i managed to come in this website~don know whats wrong withmy internet connection.cant connect to msn also~pek chek la!

today is like one of the worst day~hais! i also cant explain but my 心情很不稳定。please bear with me today.and let me harp on it~i promise wont do it again=p i realized maybe i shouldn be thinking about him that much. after all, i alr came to the conclusion that its impossible between us. but well, easier said than done. but i really wanna remove the barrier between me and him and just be good frens. 有些时候，我真的有一种冲动，要让你知道，也想告诉你其实我喜欢的就是你。想要了解你的全部。但有些时候，我真的只想和你做朋友，让你可以找个人诉苦，可以找个人分担。我的梦就这样灭了。暂时的我，找不到往彩虹天堂的方向。心很痛，却不知从何说起。也不知道为什么心里有一阵阵的酸痛。感觉好辛苦哦。

我的天空突然灰了。but~its okays!hahas=) the cheerful jasmine need to back somehow right? if not some ppl will start worrying why am i so not high. i only need a day to 克服 my 情绪. and tht day is over! so i'm back to my ownself.hopefully i don depress anyone ard me~ i just wanna be happy.the way i used to be. the way i smile and laugh. i just wanna be ur fren, sit beside you and suan you like nobody's business. and i believed,after i removed the barrier, we will be better frens. and trust me, the day will come soon=) i don wanna be worried about things i shouldn be worrying~its just not ME. SMILES=)

i miss yewming a lot leh~he is alwaz there for me everytime.now tht he is in NS, i cannot even tell him what a bad day i had. and also cannot tell him what a happy day i had. now i don even know who do i turn to when i meet with problems. so difficult to 开口. and everyone's busy with their own stuffs.also cannot disturb them! the 3 yrs in poly, i have made frens ard.and also frens tht are now with me in uni. esp ppl like chunhui and shujun. well, hopefully, these years in uni, will make me closer to them and can share secrets with them ba~ HAHAS=)

countdown to hell: 23 DAYS!

JASMINE ! 加油~ 亲爱的朋友们，我们一起加油吧~

12:01 AM

Sunday, October 19, 2008Y

what a day~

ARGHS~ i am supposed to wake up early today leh.but hor, i think i overslept la~hahas. the next minute i wake up is alr 1330~hahas.i think slept too much this weekend. and wasted my whole weekend like that. i practically did nothing the whole weekend. now back in hall, also doing nothing.planning some bdae stuffs with chunhui for 3 of our frens who happen to have the same bdae(27 oct).hahas.

anyway, the photos for that exciting day in the room with YAP SHU JUN and HOE ZI BIN is here,finally~

with his injuried finger, he is still so nice~ writing me and chunhui a jiayou note!!

why am i at the background of the picture again? like in facebook!!SAD=( everytime chunhui take pictures also don have my face!hahas=)OOPS*

the outline of his swollen middle finger.thou it is a jiayou note, the picture just makes me feel he is scolding me~hahas

PRESENTATION TIME~ THANK YOU MR.HOE!=)

Zibin and his injuried finger.suay la,injured middle finger.everywhere he go, he looks like he is scolding ppl~

i am still upset that i wasted my whole weekend leh=( and my throat hurts! honey lemon doesn help.my fren ask me to drink de. and i have another fren now who adds into my record whom say tht i don know how to take care of myself. soBs~ my record goes on and on and on~

EXAMS EXAMS EXAMS! COUNTDOWN: 25 days =x

10:56 PM

Saturday, October 18, 2008Y

forgotten~

after watching the guardpost and posting about it, i practically forgot to mention what i did on friday!HAHAS=) well, friday was a damn dead day..firstly, my chemistry lecture supposed to start at 930am. but well i thunk i stopped my alarm and continue sleeping. the next min i received a msg from shujun :"you wake up le ma?" well, i happily looked at the time and thought i saw : 0836. so i thought i probably would be late but SLIGHTLY late~ so i shower... ... den the next time i looked at the time. its 10am!! den i recalled. the time i saw on my HP was :0936!!! i was already LATE~damn cui la.in the end late for an hr.hahas=)SHUJUN,PAISAE AR.let u sit thru one hr of lecture alone=p never seen someone so blur right?!blur daOoo~

but i did something nice la.hahas.went to donate blood lo~so long never donate liao.feel so like: JASMINE SAVED 3 LIVES!! =) maybe too long nvr donate, i was bleeding like nobody's business.also don know why~but i'm fine.hehe=p

after tht jiu went to watch movie liao lo~posted already hor~ den i realized after i finish watching movie hor,i like kena bitten by bugs leh! swollen like HELL~ itchy and pain. ARGHS!

damn tired today la~ slept for 2 hrs.frm 7am to 9 am.den jiu come home.tuition tuition tuition~den come back homE~ SLEEP zzzzZZZzzzz from like 4 + till 7+ la~hahas.nobody at home jiu nobody disturb me also nobody to wake me up. yewming msged me den i woke up~if not i think~~i will sleep daoo my mummy come home.hahas.

HUNGRY JASMINE~havent taken lunch or dinner~hahas and its 9pm! haiyo, my dad they all a bit late leh.say wan buy dinner for me~

looks like my weekend is gone~cui diao.never bring books home.never even bring lappy.this is home lappy=) tmr is my yuan yuan ah gong(my mother's father-i call him yuan yuan ah gong) death's anniversary.happen t0 fall on a sunday, think i shud go "visit visit" him. if fall on weekdays jiu no choice liao~

i need go find food. a hungry jasmine is an angry jasmine~

*i stay in love with you*

8:40 PM

friends~

what a weird timing to blog right?hahas.went for movie last night at jp.watched guard post.not as nice as expected.so ppl, if don really have the urge to watch, can don need to watch.hahas=) a bit er xin la.but a lot of stories to know leh~i don like to use my brain while watching movies!hahas.looks like i don like to use my brain in whatever i do~hahas

today my story is about friends~hais.never tot friendship would be that difficult until uni life.no wonder its a new chapter of life. . although i can understand and emphatize the situation and stress those ppl are feeling, i just don know why must we lose frens over something so insignificant. i guess i will nvr understand. HAIS~think i a bit stupid la.cannot cope with complicated stuffs. but i do treasure all my friends. no matter we are hi-bye friends or hanging out friends or htht friends, i treasure tham as much. how can anyone be without friends in this world? my friends always helped me out. and so i know their importance. but not all of them know my importance. so SAD right?~ well, its just a sad life in here. i miss my poly frens and alvin they all.its so much simpler being with them

my heart's cracking and slowly breaking into pieces~ i don know what the heck i am feeling. such a sucky feeling~i thought i liked him though i know we bu ke neng. but now my heart's feeling so different and so cramped up~ looks like u wont understand. i alr can affirm we 不可能, but i just want to 骗 myself. trying to convince myself this type of feeling is so 幸福. but actually its so 痛苦. JASMINE,BE STRONG AND FORGET ABOUT HIM~ 我很累了，我不想再痛，不想再和你有关系，不是因为我不要当朋友，而是因为我害怕看到你。害怕那种讨厌我的眼神，害怕那种“我们不可能”的感觉。我真的很怕。even though it might be because i am way too sensitive, but i just know deep down in my heart~~

*u will nvr know how hard it is for me to ignore u*

5:25 AM

Thursday, October 16, 2008Y

love is~

today was a tiring day~so feel like sleeping.KUKU la~still gt tuition. SO HAPPY DAY THOUGH~
but now that i am back in hall, i find this such a wonderful place for me to be emo-ing. suddenly tot of him~hahas=p happy and sad at the same time. wanted to tell u about how i feel~but i guess i will nvr be able to do it.sounds so like a tough decision to make. i also don know la. say don think so much la.easier said than done~who can understand?! but i trying..at least i trying. 试着想忘记你,但心里有一种爱你的冲动. 一直想告诉自己最伟大的是勇气. i cant explain how am i really feeling.wanting to forget you but i cant help but think of you. i cant help but want to go out with you. i cant help but want to talk to you. i cant control my feelings and actions anymore~ loving you makes me lose my logical sense. but sometimes i still think : i gt like you so much daoooo~ i canot give u up meh? hahas=) don know leh.maybe i nvr really liked u tht much and soon i can bring myself to forget you. or maybe i really cannot give u up~ well, let me think about it for a moment~hahas=) love is complicated.

i thought i supposed to be emo-ing leh.but i a bit HIGH.cant really emo right now.and don wanna depress my "readers."hahas=)

I MISS AGNES LEH~last time every tue we got meet. but now we all busy,a lot of weeks nvr meet liao.chatting with her on msn~ realized i need to study study study harder harder harder~

28 DAYS to exams! to jasmine's mind and heart: CONCENTRATION IS DEEPLY APPRECIATED RIGHT NOW~

TOMORROW IS A FRIDAY~YEAHS! be happy=)

*smile for that someone who falls in love with ur smile*

10:53 PM

HALLoween Party~

I SKIPPED TODAY'S MATHS TUTORIAL~!!! couldn wake up after shujun they all left~ before i wake up, at about ten. i heard a knock on my door~i thought i was dreaming.hahas.turned out to be SHUJUN~ she couldn sleep so came to school earlier. and why she couldn sleep? On her way back home ytd night with Zibin, they saw an accident and the victim was seriously injuried! his leg was detached from his body~!!!! OMG! i couldn imagine that.but no news on that~WELL....

went for an hour tutorial and came back to..... PLAY PSP~hahas. my beloved roomie's PSP! supposed to be tuition-ing tonight but i postponed it to tmr night.oh no, tonight!(its alr 140am) why did i postpone it? we had a halloween party cum hall idol finals~ the main thing is Eunice taking part in hall idol!!! so went to support her. all of the contestants were zai de lo~hahas.but she was really really good~even without our votes, she would have easily won the title of hall idol!~hahas. CONGRATS EUNICE!~ proud of my friend seh~ I GOT AN IDOL AS A FRIEND-A GOOD FRIEND.hahas.恭喜你!! =)) they got lightsticks leh~HAPPY HAPPY. got quite a few perfomances by OMC,JCRC.... .... had a little fun with the guys - weibin, choonxin, davis, stephen,caili,andre,juaytee.. .. not everytime we will have the chance to play around with each other. so it was nice~ kuku la.didn had dinner, so after everything ended at about 11+, hungry~~~ den we order macs. i had a mcnugget meal leh!!same for eunice.hahas.and steph had 20 piece nuggets!!hahas=) well,he really have a HUGE appetite!in fact, ENORMOUS!hahas.

after dinner cum supper, i decided to do my physics liao!but apparently i cant do la.so KUKU~ but luckily, andre helped me.FINALLY, back with some enlightment~ but i decided to KILL myself!!~ whats the bloody problem with relativity?! tell u a secret: you age differently in space~if u travel at different speeds in space with another person, u also age differently from him~WHAT DAMN LOGIC IS THAT?! HAIS~ i needa rush my tutorial out for tml~

JASMINE IS SICK AGAIN~i have been getting sick recently! i think some big probs with me la.SICK SICK SICK~我不想读书了。我累了。梦灭了。说好的都不会实现的。想好的也不对了。
神啊，救救我吧！！

i seriously need help~hahas=))

but i cant give up leh.不能放弃。加油加油加油!=)

1:32 AM

Wednesday, October 15, 2008Y

a bunk full of ppl~

Me and chunhui's room is so exciting tonight~hahas. YAP SHU JUN is bunking in~SHHHhhhh... and HOE ZIBIN is here to drive us for supper~ 顺便BUY supper for steph and davis.as expected,steph wanted 2 packets of beehoon~HAHAS.好像GLUTTON.(^.^)

Zibin is still here anyway.on my bed playing PSP with shujun on chunhui's bed playing as well~hahas.they are like laughing and communicating with each other with their eyes on the PSP.WHAT a funny sight. that ZIBIN injured his finger!damn KUKU~hahas.don know how he kena kiap by the door.and its the middle finger being bandaged~cant bend and move and its like he's pointing middle finger at everyone every single second~hahas.he eat with his middle finger up,drive with his middle finger up... hahas=)cant imagine tht kuku scene with his kuku face~he say he never tag me on my blog so he left me a note on my soft board~
ARGHS~i cant upload the photos.but nvm, i will upload it tmr!hahas=)the pictures are so funny lo~hahas.

we have been like playing since 11 pm till now~LAUGHED SO LOUDLY=p later 830 am lesson~guess i wont be able to get up for it. and tht shujun just decided nt to go for tht lesson and she went BACK with zibin~ARGHS!think pat will kill us liao~ ahahas.so i guess i don need to wake up for 830 lesson too.i am skipping way too much lectures and labs. SECRET:i skipped 2 programming labs consecutively and was 45 mins late for the third one~HAHAS^.^ i think i am way too playful~JASMINE JASMINE WAKIE WAKIE~ hahas. i think i need someone next to me to remind me(OOPS*)

HAIYOS.had too much teh peng~ caffine caffine.cant sleep now.soon my BIO clock is going to die~ sleep "early" wake up early -> HEALTHY LIFESTYLE~hahas.so guilty while saying tht.pat asked me why i put ~~ after my sentence.got story de leh. when i was in poly, when i talk i like to 标高 my last word.den they like to imitate me.so when i come in uni, i try to change tht habit.but a bit difficult leh. so i put my tone in msn or when i type~hahas.so tht i feel more comfortable la~ BEAR WITH ME PLEASE~~hahas=)

STUDYING TIME!~

*giving u up is the toughest decision i ever had to make*

2:36 AM

Tuesday, October 14, 2008Y

somewhere over the rainbow~

i did a damn kuku thing today~had my calculus exam today and i think i screwed it up~~~ hahas=) did the differentiation wrongly leh...bloody hell den realized its a damn careless mistake~KUKU!!hais~ den i emo emo emo daoooo. don know whats wrong with me.everytime do exams also like tht. in physics paper also leh!!!ming ming do correct,den tot wrong go cancel~~为什么我那么笨？

somewhere over the rainbow, i am waiting for my baby to reappear. but this dream is so far away。心里有一种渴望勇敢的冲动，但我永远做不到。而你永远不会了解，也永远不会知道那个人就是你。everytime u ask me, i wonder. do u really not know and really just want to know.or maybe u know its you, but u just want me to say it.guess we are so far apart from each other~你就是不懂你有多珍贵。但对你,我却只能像朋友.why u don know why u don know why u don know why u don know?!!!

hahas=)whats the problem with me? must be going nuts! need to study study study~left one more month to exams~ 30 DAYS.. .. 加油喔!everyone also must jiayou~ bu zhi bu jue i alr come into NTU for like 2 months + liao.but still cant get the hang of it~only frens make me feel comfortable! i must go 读书了。

*underneath the stars.i'll always be there=)

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Monday, October 13, 2008Y

a new chapter~

HELLO~i just deleted my old blog cus i realized i nvr have a habit of blogging and its there since 2007?but there's only 2 posts.hahas. so i decided to start one all over again~~hope i succeed!hahas=)

well.an update for ppl who havent been meeting up with me. i just started a new chapter of my life-NTU.. hais. i am still struggling with life inside here although i alr spend like 2 months in this 恐怖的地方=( i'm like hvaing mixed feelings whether i shud continue not leh~kuku hor!think if i say i wanna quit, my dad will kill me.my only motivation now is my parents. i know they wanted me to get into uni so badly.so well, i'm working hard=p

my days are fun filled with lectures,tutorials,labs,quizzes,exams~hahas. and not forgetting my beloved roomie,chunhui.well, my days are filled with her too~ she is one good person to live with.hahas.her husband lucky la~guess i am one of the worse person to live with=p when i first started school,its damn kuku~no life.complete.everyday i finish lesson jiu go back hall study study study~now i think my nua-ing habit come back liao.and i sort of get used to lagging behind ppl, so i heck la~now i go watch movies on weekend,nua-ing session with some friends.hahas. but things here are so not easy~ don harp on it liao,make me sound kuku~

i know some new friends in hall and in school~hahas=)although some guai ka around(OOPS*), there are pretty much nice ppl.HAIYOS,i am gg to scold those ppl who told me : eh jas, when u go in uni ar, sure very fast find dao boyfriend de!! OMG!ppl, u are so wrong~hahas.maybe the problem lies with me la,thats why cannot find.but really like a bit~~~~difficult leh~kuku la!!

i think i fall in love again.有一种初恋的感觉. hahas. but well, friends friends friends.family family family.i only need them. they make my life so wonderful~ but hor.he quite a nice guy leh~OOPS* anyway, he doesn know i like him la.if not i'm like so dead~

*i miss my frens. ppl like chilin,yewming,yetwei,alvin,roy,brendan..... ...... its like eternity ever since i saw them.miss all of them~

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